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every window pane is shattering. [27 Aug 2003|05:04pm] [ mood | aggravated ] [ music | Yellowcard - Way Away ] Whoa. Sorry, guys. I mean, like whoa. Really. I've been moving around from journal to journal a lot, and then I just realized that I left a lot of old friends back in my old journals and stuff. Wow. You guys who read my LJ had to put up with a lot. I was such a little dipshit at the start of 10th grade. Hopefully, my journal is more interesting to read now. All I really had in my line of sight was me and what was going on with me and what I thought and stuff. I mean, I still do that, but I try and not be as boring. New links: Michelle's CALEIDA. Michelle's UJOURNAL. MICHELLE IS A SELL OUT. I hope Omikron starts up with my journals again. He is an interesting person and one of the many I left behind all of a sudden when I left livejournal. 6 - comment

[01 Jul 2003|03:12pm] Just an update. Fwaha. 1 - comment

[04 Jun 2003|09:23pm] Whoa. This peice of shit still exists? 2 - comment

[10 May 2003|05:39pm] Please don't go away. comment

Bed. [28 Sep 2002|11:37pm] [ mood | geeky ] [ music | the complacent hum of the computer ] Well, I'm sitting in front of the computer with only a towel on, so I guess I'll make this quick. The weekend's been a real bore, and I'm not looking forward to ANY of my classes tomorrow. English with Panick. Who I swear is on drugs or something of the like. Rayes, who I can BARELY understand. Plus, I forgot to do my homework. I guess I can do it in first. And then Volleyball. Things with the VB team have been really really BSy so I'm thinking about just not dressing tomorrow or something for practice. Or whatever. I dunno. I'm looking forward to see Victor. He can always make me smile. --------------------- Thrusday was cool. I forgot to talk about the morning. Well, we were all turning in our disability papers, but Panick decided to take us down to the library and work on our paper or read or something. OH SHIT. I just remember I had English homework, too. Guess I'll do it as soon as I update. Anyway, a small group of us were sitting in a group on the floor reading the story and sipping coffee. The story, `The Sound of Thunder` is all about some time travel BS and other stupid stuff. Like hunting dinosaurs and stuff. So anyway, the small group of intellectuals ( haha. ) started discussing and arguing the concept of time travel. It started off with Luis asking if the clock would go backwards whenthe guy went back in time. Spalding said no, it would simply stop. Reason: the guy would get younger and younger up till the point to before he was born, and wouldn't exist if his clock did go backwards. I jumped in and agreed with Spalding and brought up the fact of Einstein. E = mc2. Which is saying that if you were to go the speed of light [ or twice that. ] everything would change. Time would completely stop and you would even be able to surf around time and stuff or whatever. I wasn't dead tired then and could think. Anyway, the conversation went on for about an hour and ended on a note about us going back in time when we were 80 years old, and killing ourselves and then living our own life through again. I pointed out that if you went back as an 80 year old, and killed your 15 year old self, you would still be 80. His theory contradicted his first one on the whole watch dealy. We spent the last half hour playing tic-tac-toe and talking about dumb stuff. Like our teacher for example. -- What makes me feel even more like a nerd, is a bunch of my friend's and I decided to bring sidewalk chalk to school and see how far out we could write pi on the campus. And for those of you who don't recognize "pi" it's 3.14159..............., represented by ( a greek symbol that LJ won't let me enter), that expresses the ratio of the circumference to the diameter of a circle and appears as a constant in a bunch of mathematical expressions. Anyways, yeah. Being a nerd's cool? 1 - comment

Reason? None. [27 Sep 2002|10:43am] [ mood | uncomfortable ] [ music | rammstein - feuer frei ] I can't think of why I feel depressed right now. I just...do. I sort of want Monday to come so I can hang out with friends and stuff, but then I also don't want my weekend to end because I feel like curling into a ball underneth the covers of my bed and going to sleep and never waking up. ----------------------------------------------- [ 082802 + 07:02p ] Empty Glass You're pessimistic by nature, meaning that you actively focus on not letting your hopes or expectations get too high. Maybe you've been disappointed or hurt too many times to trust that setbacks are not simply evidence of the world's grudge against you. But you can pride yourself on your endurance: There aren't many people who can be utterly realistic all the time. So far from thinking of the metaphorical glass as "half empty"or "half full," you've decided it's better to keep your glass away from the faucet entirely! If, however, you're not completely happy with your own patterns of response to trouble, consider this: It's hard to keep water out of the glass when it's always raining. You're not without a shred of optimism, you just need to encourage yourself to use it. ------------------------------------------------- I need to fix my layout. It looks, uhm. Really retarded at the moment. SO LIKE WUTEVR. Maybe I'll post some pictures later on. comment

Too much BS. [27 Sep 2002|10:24am] [ mood | depressed ] [ music | marilyn manson - disposable teens ] and i'm a black rainbow and i'm an ape of god i got a face that's made for doing violence upon i'm a teen distortion survived abortion a rebel from the waist down i wanna thank you mom i wanna thank you dad for bringing this fucking world to a bitter end i never really hated a one true god but the god of the people i hated you said you wanted evolution the ape was a great big hit you say you want a revolution, man and I say that you're full of shit we're disposable teens we're disposable teens we're disposable teens we're disposable we're disposable teens we're disposable teens we're disposable teens we're disposable you said you wanted evolution the ape was a great big hit you say you want a revolution, man and i say that you're full of shit the more that you fear us the bigger we get the more that you fear us the bigger we get and don't be surprised, don't be surprised don't be surprised when we destroy all of it we're disposable teens we're disposable teens we're disposable teens we're disposable we're disposable teens we're disposable teens we're disposable teens we're disposable comment

More school. [25 Sep 2002|07:53pm] [ mood | lethargic ] [ music | I LOVE STYX!!! ] There was a band playing at lunch today. Rejected souls. Local metal band. Remember the name, they're good. Well, at least sort of. They're up and coming and need a LOT of work. But that's beside the point. I missed my Close Up meeting today, but the FREE concert was worth it. I was right up front. I found it funny that a bunch of black kids were trying to be hardcore. Like, black kids corwd surfing and throwing up the METAL sign all wrong. Reaction to today's concert: AK74 (7:45:00 PM): Rejected Souls is okay sk8er17310 (7:46:23 PM): OK WHAT THE HELL THAT SHIT WAS HARD ----------------------------- Other than that, the rest of my day isn't worth writing about. I was close to crying in vollyeball practice, but we all know tough military girls don't cry. ;] So I didn't. 2 - comment

Hold me. [24 Sep 2002|08:41pm] [ mood | drained ] [ music | utada hikaru - hikari ] When you walk away.. You don't hear me say, Please. Oh baby, don't go. --------------------------------------------- I am so tired. In history, the teacher kept bitching about what a crappy school Gardena is. It's not like we don't know. Anyway, took the test and etc. Mr. D [ history teacher ] mentioned how the school gave him two sheets of paper, five paper clips and two pens. And his birthday is on Monday, so I'm gonna buy him a present since he's my History teacher and History is by far my favorite subject next to government type classes. Anyway, it's senior week and it's all like. Funny. UH.I'LL FINISH SOON. I'M RUNNING OUT TO STAPLES. --------------------------------------------- Okay, I'm back. Senior week is hilarious. Today the seniors had like, a cross dress day and the girls dressed as guys and the guys dressed as girls. What was really scary is that some of the guys dressed as girls looked better as girls than they do guys. At lunch, Emily and I were harassing this small to medium group of guys and telling them they had nice outfits or that we LOVED their hair / outfits and they were so cute. Some played along and others just tried to molest us. Then we ran off. ( Victor's so cute. ) Anyway -- Speech class was a hoot. As I said before, the class is full of seniors and most of them were all cross dressed. It was just ... Okay, the teacher and everyone else including me, was dying as some of the seniors went wild and hit on guys who were dressed as girls and stuff. VOLLEYBALL... was okay, I guess. It was fun like always. Okay, I'm done...and I guess I'm gonna change the layout of my LJ. K. ----------------------------------------------- My Chemistry teacher is crazy. I swear. I think he's on crack or something. 2 - comment

GGGGgggggggglsijr9q38u [23 Sep 2002|08:59pm] [ mood | ecstatic ] [ music | utada hikaru - hikari ] I admit it. I am in love with Kingdom Hearts. Anyway, my week's going alright. I ran up to Victor yesterday and kicked him in the leg and said "HEY THERE SEXY!!!" and had about several guys chasing after me and and my friends, yelling stupid stuff like. "YOU LIKE VICTOR????" "EEEEEYYYYYYYY. I AM SEXY TOO!!!!!" Anyways, I'm gonna go back to playing Kingdom Hearts until I fall asleep. comment

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